February 15, 2009

Ch. 338 - Taking a Look

I am not okay.
And I finally realized that today as I was talking to a friend.
I mean, I've felt that something wasn't quite... right... lately. My relationship with God has actually felt strained.
And that's an awful feeling, let me tell you.
But I sort of brought up a few points this evening - and realized the truth behind them for the first time as I was bringing them up.
I don't know.
I'm frustrated.
I'm worried.
I'm tired.
And I'm an awful disciple of Christ.


'We are brought down to the dust; our bodies cling to the ground. Rise up and help us; redeem us because of your unfailing love.'
[Psalm 44:25-26]

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