I want God to put my heart in a dishwasher. Extra strength cleansing. Honestly. I need it.
And you know, I'm just so tired. My soul is tired. My heart is tired. And I really need to stop lying to myself, saying that everything's okay. I need to stop pushing people away and isolating myself. I need to tear down the façade I've built. Pronto.
Man. How do things get out of hand so quickly and subtly? Seriously.
And now I feel all emo. Dang it.
'Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.'
[Psalm 51:10-11]
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