October 18, 2008

Ch. 222 - The Reflection

I am good. ... No.
I am great. Ehh... not quite.
I am awesome. Almost!
I am incredible. Still not there.

Honestly, words cannot express how I am right now. How I feel. How I think. Life is simply really great for me. I have a lot to be thankful for, that is an absolute given. One thing I'm thankful for is the fact that I am truly becoming closer with God. And that is most important to me, so I am simply all the more grateful.

I've been praying for this - to be where I am currently - for a very long time. Slowly but surely... God is answering my prayer.

Everything seems to be coming together, you know? Things just work. They match up. Click. Come together.

I couldn't be happier. Well. I mean, I'm sure I could be, but for now I am amazingly content. That doesn't mean I'm going to settle, but I'm pretty good to go for the time being. My God is so great. The more I think just that... the more I see how true it is. I don't deserve this - whatever 'this' may be. Seriously, I simply can't wrap my mind around the fact that a God as great as He wants anything to do with me. I'm appreciative, but practically in disbelief.


'... in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.'
[Romans 8:37-39]

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